Chasing Shadows

 

Chasing Shadows --
The Total Eclipse of The Sun
In The Year of Our Lord, 1999

 

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Friday, August 6, 1999

21:14 PDT Flight SR109, Seat 29B

Another day, another flight. 

When it rains, it pours is another saying.  Well, not only did I end up in the center seat instead of my usual aisle, but I also got surrounded by two rather sizable Schweizerdeutsch men who clearly weren't built for these economy seats.  Or vice versa. Of course, two seconds after we get seated, they both fold up their Züricher newspapers and create a kind of private little eclipse on row 29.

In fact, this plane seems to be full of them.  I would estimate that 70-80% of all seats have returning Swiss businessmen in them. Note businessmen, because there are very few women here except for the odd mother or two traveling with her kids -- and presumably husband too.

It's going to be a long flight, even though it's direct -- or perhaps because of. My back is already aching from the cramped seat and I'm not really looking forward to another 9 hours in it.  And I'm hungry. I sure hope they will be serving food despite the late hour.  Yeah, I know, I'm whining. I will stop now. More later, I guess.

21:49 PDT Still at SFO

A technical error, he said. A problem with the hydraulics, he said. We'll be serving cocktails now, he said. We'll be here a while (he didn't say that).  Arrghh! Oh well, there is nothing to do but sit here and wait. And drink. Que sera, sera.

22:10 PDT

Hmm, I could be wrong, but I thought proficiency in the English language was a requirement foremost flight attendants. When I asked for a double vodka tonic with an orange juice on the side, I was met with a blank stare. Vodka tonic, I repeated, but still to no avail.  Just vodka, I said, which seemed to make the trick. Mit orange juice, she asked? No, tonic water, tonic! OK.  The message finally made it through and I got a glass of lukewarm tonic water with a (single) souvenir bottle on the side -- and my orange juice, but this time with ice. Oh, whatever.  Drink the juice, pour the ice into the tonic water, and top up with vodka. Voilà, vodka tonic! Oh well.

23:01 PDT Over SFO

Finally airborne! After a lot of creaking noises as we drove over to the runway, we managed to take off without a hitch and are now -- only 1 hour and 40 minutes late -- in the air.  Unfortunately, they don't think we'll make up any of the delay en route. Oh well. (This seems to be a day full of "oh wells.")  I just hope my friend Daniel won't have to wait for me at Zürich -- and I won't miss too much of the Streetparade party, which is supposed to be in full swing by the time we were supposed to land.

01:23 PDT Stupid movie

I took off my headset and stopped watching just before the movie ended.  That's just how good it was. It was called Deep End of the Ocean and although it was about a serious subject (mother loses her 3 year old son and rediscovers him 9 years later) and Michelle Pfeiffer was cute in the earlier scenes, it still didn't cover up the two-dimensionality of the script or the acting. It just felt so predictable all the way through.  The worst thing was, I was watching (most of) it.  It's so easy to get sucked into the boob tube when it's playing its moving images it's almost primeval.  Scary. No wonder the whole world is hooked on TV. I wonder if this passive mass consumption will change once we get some two-directionality in this too. One can but hope.

07:25 PDT / 16:32 CET DST
Approaching the British Isles

Wow, miracle of miracles! I was actually able to sleep for close to 6-7 hours on this flight.  I don't think that's ever happened before. 

Lesson learned? Late flight + modest intake of alcohol + no coffee + ear plugs + blindfold + aroma therapy spray = surprisingly decent sleep. I still woke up every so often, but I was always able to go back to sleep within moments. I kept dreaming weird stuff too, like the plane was flying at an extremely low altitude and was just about to crash into a hillside (and it was so real and full of details too!), but I guess that's only to be expected after the failure with the hydraulic pump.

Oh, and class w as well: shower + washing hair just before the flight = less gross more fresh when arriving.

 

Sunday, August 8, 1999

00:16 Rosaly's Restaurant & Bar

I think I'm in love, or at least in lust. The object of my desire is called Barbara and works at Rosaly's Restaurant and Bar in downtown Zürich. Of course, this is all stupid as I hardly exchanged two words with her and certainly don't know her. So why do I find myself instantly attracted to her? I'm such a dofus.

03:09 Spaghetti Factory

I'm so glad I only ordered mineral water with my late night meal.

For the longesst timeI wia't affeted much by the alcohole I imbibed, but nw I.m feeling the wrath of da booze hitting me as hard as ever.

04:07 Back at Daniels's Place

With 3 drunk Swiss-French no less. [Unfortunately, the rest of this inscription was lost as the Psion word processor crashed, grrr!]

Saturday, August 9, 1999

Unfortunately, this was lost too.

(Red Bull everywhere)

00:55

The day in retrospect: The French-Swiss left at around 8-9 am, I had breakfast with D. and his present g.f. Nina at around 11, I met D's old friend Jason at his brother Andreas' house in the hills outside Zürich in the afternoon, I failed at water (mono) skiing around 6-7 pm, had dinner with a bunch of Hungarian software folks at 8-11 pm, late night chatting with ? around midnight-1 am. Now, I'm looking forward to a good 7 or so hours of rest after several 5-hour nights.

 

Monday, August 8, 1999

07:15

OK, so I failed at the 7 hours of sleep, only got a little over 6 hours.  Woke up at around 3-4 am too bathing in cold sweat after a nightmare.  I had just found out that someone had died after a hit-and-run accident in my neighborhood. With an increasing panic, I started realizing that it probably had been I who had hit the person. Slowly, a repressed memory materialized from a night several months ago when I had been driving too fast (and drunk?) and accidentally hit someone, but didn't stop to find out how it had gone. Now, I realized that it would only be a matter of time before the police found out my guilt and I started having this feeling of being hunted again.  It's a kind of dream that I've had for several years, now: Somehow, I've done something terribly wrong and now I have to run to escape the people who are coming after me -- except I have nowhere to run to.  Nasty. The worst thing is when I wake up, I'm still not sure if it was only a dream or if it was part of reality. It takes me several minutes to realize with a great relief that it didn't really happen -- this time, at least.

08:56  Zürich Hauptbahnhof

I'm waiting for my 09:33 train to St. Anton am Arlberg in Austria.  It's normally only a 2.5 hour train ride from here, and I had been looking forward to traveling in the Panoramawagen that is totally glassed in and has great views of the surrounding landscape, but apparently it isn't running because there is some work going on near the border and the trains can't get through (so I have to get out, walk across, and catch another train on the other side). Oh well (there we are again). Ah, no big deal.

I just had a most excellent sandwich and coffee from a underground cafe below the station. The bread was fresh and crisp, the dried meat was flavorful, and the coffee was just outstanding -- dark, strong, and hot!  Freshly brewed while I waited. In fact, it was so good that I had to go back for seconds a few minutes later.

09:57  Es ist ja so schön!

Everything is so green and lush here. I'm breathing the in the vibrant & vivacious nature med every breath I take. It's so beautiful that my whole body aches at the sights. It's such a welcome change from the scorched hills of California -- at least as a change.  Although I'll only be able to enjoy it to Buchs at the Austrian border, I still decided to take the panorama car for as long as it takes me.  The zuschlag turned out to be CHF 23 or USD 15, which given the circumstances still it must be said is worth it.

In a way, it's strange to be back. I took this same journey in 1995 on my way from Grenoble in France to Zillertal in Austria and ultimately to see Sybille in Wien and Martin & Mia in Prague. That was four years ago, but it doesn't seem all that long.  I feel a bit different, though -- different, yet the same.  I guess the main difference is that I have a clearer short term goal now -- to complete my original vesting and take a year off.  Exactly what I will do after that, I don't know, of course.  Yet, it doesn't really bother me all that much.  I think I'm a little bit more at ease with myself right now, but I'm not sure why that would be. Maybe it's just an illusion, I don't know. All I know is that I feel very much at home around here.  Even though I'm not very good at the language and although everything really is very foreign, it's also very familiar in a more profound sort of way. I've lived in the US for 8 years now, but this continent is still where I feel most at home. I also find the women more attractive here. It's just something je ne sais quoi.  A certain style -- in addition to a pretty face and a nice figure.

11:20 Und dan waren wir im Österreich

And then we were in Austria. Even though we were officially entering the European Union, the border control was all but non-existent.  Our caravan of busses just drove straight through.  Yes, I'm on a bus now. Since they are having train track work all over, I will have to take a bus all the way from Buchs to St. Anton. It's only supposed to be an hour and a half by train, but I have a feeling that we'll be quite a bit later than that. But that's OK, I'm on vacation. As long as I can get myself a hotel room and get time over for a little bit of hiking, I'll be happy.

We're now entering Feldkirch, which is eerily familiar.  I guess I must have blinked, because we should have passed Liechtenstein just a moment ago too, but without me noticing it.  Feldkirch looks just the same, though -- at least the little I saw of it.

12:31  Exiting Arlberg Strassentunnel

My goodness, that was a long tunnel! Over13 km or close to 8 miles straight through the mountain.  When we arrived on the other side, the daylight was almost blinding. The bus stopped by the roadside shortly afterwards.  What was this? St. Anton? But there are no houses, no village. Apparently, we were to transfer to minibus for the last segment of the trip -- all two of us. And I who will need to leave the next morning! I do hope that there are busses leaving every day.

When I arrived to St. Anton, I spend a while with the electronic room finder which is a little centralized marvel that keeps track of all the accommodation in the village and lists which place has what type of rooms available.  After some comparative research, I settle for Haus Pxxx, which isn't too far away from the village center. A quick call on the courtesy phone reveals that, yes, they do have a room available for me, so I put on my pack and start heading their way...  Which turns out to be uphill, and pretty steep at that.  Completely drenched in sweat on this hot summer's day, I finally reach the house which is just as picturesque as the brochure promised.  A very matronly woman takes me to my room, which is just as wonderful -- wood everywhere, thick duvet, private shower -- as I had hoped.  ATS 230 / USD 20 per night, and that's with breakfast.  Such a bargain!

14:43 Vallugagipfel (just short of)

Ahhh. The natural splendor of the mountains, the Erbsensuppe mit Würstl, the Sportradler, and the high altitude: it's all taking my breath away -- literally speaking.  I feel so happy I can cry. It's all just so absolutely gorgeous! I feel like I've left the world behind and entered Heaven. Literally speaking again.  I'm here with a busload of British tourists from Birmingham.  They happened to be taking the same lift up as I was, and they're quite funny, actually. It's mostly middle aged people on a week's vacation, but they keep cracking jokes and is just such a sweet bunch. They're lead by a girl named Stephanie and a guy who I have no idea who he is.  She's quite cute, actually. Reminds me of Art's girlfriend Jenny. I chatted with her for a while waiting for the gondola, but nothing serious.  Pleasant nevertheless. Oh dear, I've only been in Europe for three days and I've already falling for three different girls. :-) (Poor Hilari. :-(  She's very sweet, but I'm just not that much into her.  Sorry.)

16:36  Sitting on the slope xxx

It is 750 vertical meters to St. Anton from Xxxx and God knows how many horizontal ones. So be it, but I just had to hike down or else I wouldn't have felt like I really had been in the mountains. There is something special about the stillness at these altitudes: the wind in the grass, the odd bumblebee, the occasional distant voices.  The distant voices?  Talking about which, I think it's time to continue of I want to keep any of my solitude.

17:34  Back at the pension

Oh la la, I'm beat!  It took about another hour to get back down all the way, which is pretty good in my book. I had thought maybe the double, but this returned me back to base with plenty of time to spare of a niiiice little nap.  G'night.

21:56  Amalis Café & Restaurant

15 minutes it took her to come to my table and another 5 to bring the beer I asked for. Amalis is centrally located on the fussgängerzone and has outdoors tables which is what made my select it, but it doesn't really distinguish itself with good service or an interesting menu.  Basically, this is just your standard fast food style restaurant, European edition, but then again, that's just about what I wanted tonight -- something simple and not too isolated. I think I found a much better restaurant / cafe down the street serving Tyrolean specialties in a rustic atmosphere, but the place was almost empty and too far away from the main stroll. Location, location, location.  On the other hand, the weissbier I ordered is quite good and I'm sure the cordon bleu will hit the spot once it arrives too. I really wasn't looking for anything fancy tonight. I'm in a mellow kind of mood, perhaps because of my nap after my hike.  Oh boy did I need that, and oh boy it was hard to get up afterwards.  I think the jetlag and the sleep deprivation in Zürich have finally both caught up with me. Still, I'm in amazingly good condition considering. I'm still very much in a state of unreality, bu what makes it so especially unreal is that it's all so very familiar. It's like I have a split personality, or at least a double background: European and American, they have so much in common and yet are so far apart.  Maybe I would feel it so much if they were more different, I don't know, but it seems a bit of a paradox. It's also funny how either side seems to be in awe for the other and tries to do everything to make themselves more like the others, often with hilarious-- and sometimes saddening -- results. I think I tend to laugh more at the European attempts to be more American because it's so, well, just cute. On the other hand, many American attempts to be more European just infuriate me because it's often just so shallow and superficial.  In short: fake! And if there is one thing I can't stand, that is a fake. At least here, the attempts at Americanization are rarely taken seriously, which makes it more OK in my mind. It's just a bit of a laugh. Or maybe I'm just intrinsically partial. After all, I'm not laughing much at Disneylandesque attempts at showing "our" stuff. But it's just so wrong! There is something really good and real about "our" food and "our" customs, although I guess I might just as well be a bit obsessed about the whole thing. Oh I dunno. I'm tired, just tired. I don't know what the fuck I'm doing, just when things feel "right" -- and to be honest, isn't that enough a lot of the time.

So what is "right?" Well, let's see.

bullet Dried, smoked meats and fragrant ("smelly") cheeses, carefully applied with herbs and dressing on or between slices of freshly baked bread -- that's right!
bullet Adherence to common world standards that makes sense, like as the metric system, Celsius, and GSM -- that's right!
bullet Reasonable safety -- no more, no less-- that's right!
bullet A reasonably relaxed attitude towards nudity and sex -- that's right!
bullet A general joi de vivre -- that's absolutely right!

23:05  Still at A.

It's raining. A heavy mountain rain has just started descending upon us. Luckily, I'm sitting under a canopy, so I'm all nice and dry.  It's actually really nice -- the rain brings a certain freshness with it, and all the scents are magnified. Ahhh....

23:23  Noch still at A.

I think I'm getting sleepy. I’ve been going over my travel finances to see how much I'm spending (ever the scrooge), and I' currently at ~$130/day excluding air fare.  A bit high, perhaps, but that also includes the dinner & drinks extravaganza the other night and the train ticket tomorrow.  we'll see what it works out to in the end.  It's not important exactly how expensive it will be -- I'm quite happy to pay what it takes -- but it helps to have an idea when planning future trips.

23:51 softporn on dtl II

amateur, threesome educational (sorry women only)

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Tuesday, August 10, 1999

08:59 Frühstück

Breakfast is again heavenly! Fresh semmeln, a thinly sliced wurst with broccoli, Emmentaler cheese, marmelade, orange juice, coffee, and Alpenmilch. Oh, it's soo good -- food that actually tastes something! How I've missed it.

09:30  Back in my room

And in the latest news on CNN, the Marriott in New York is spray painting their dried-up lawns green so that their customers can see green grass.  No, I'm not making this up. Apparently, the same company that sells the paint in large quantities also has a smaller spray can on the marked for household use.  The water-soluble paint is claimed to be environmentally sound, but will not wash off with a light rain.

10:10  Mit dem Zug Autobus nach Ötztal

When it rains, it pours -- especially in the mountains. Last night's light drizzle is nothing compared to the torrential downpour this morning.  I had to walk from the Pension to the train station for the 10:06 train, uh, bus, so I did what I had to do: took off my shoes and socks and put on my sandals, put on my WebTV wind breaker, and flipped up my umbrella. Oh, I'm so glad I tossed in an umbrella in my pack.  I was so close to leaving it behind, and I would have been drenched here had I not brought it along. In general, I think I managed to et most of what I needed with me -- with a few annoying exceptions, of course. Things like laundry soap and my 200 mm zoom lens come to mind.  The latter is especially annoying. My standard zoom used to be a 28-200 mm lens, and I had forgotten that I had replaced it with a faster and lighter 28-105 mm. Oh well, there is nothing much to do about it now because I sure ain't going to buy a big lens in a foreign country at the last minute before a major astronomical event.  It'll be fine -- or to put it differently, I wouldn't have been able to see much with a 200 mm lens either.

10:28  Bus #2

I feel like I'm on an emotional roller coaster.  This morning when I woke up -- and last night to some degree -- I was feeling a bit down, a bit under the weather so to speak.  Like a person displaced, not knowing really what he is doing here.  Then, during breakfast, my spirits arose with the delicious Austro-German  fare, and I was virtually laughing to myself all the way to the train station. The fact that it was raining didn't dampen my joy one little bit: instead, it just enhanced the magic feeling of being in the mountains. Now, onboard the second bus of the morning (we had to change just outside St. Anton), I'm once again feeling my heart beat a bit faster.  The object of my desire this time is the hair and neck of the girl sitting in the row in front of me. I can hardly see her face, but I'm already in love, once again.  I'm filled with desire to lean over and kiss her just where her reddish brown locks met her smooth skin, and I can only imagine what it would be to go on from there. It's terrible. I have a very nice girlfriend back in the US, yet I keep falling for all the women I see here. No, not all of them, but it must be close to one a day. It's almost as if a long dormant program to respond is awaken from its long slumber. Ack!

10:50  Still on the second bus

OK. so she's not that cute (but I'd still like to lean over and kiss her neck). I got to see her face when I leaned over and asked her a question about my time table ("is this train going today"). Hey, this is actually a valid question! She examined my printed sheet for a while but wasn't really sure.  At the end, she said no, I don't think so. The reply revealed fairly average looks and apparently no astounding intelligence.  I also realized that she was quite young -- probably in her early 20s.  Unfortunately, this neither exactly stopped my kissing desire.

At Landeck, the us stopped and se got up to get off, but then return with a flow of other passengers. The bus is now full to the brim and she's another seat away as a Japanese girl got hers.  She actually joined in St. Anton, but she doesn't understand German and so was wondering if she had to change here or not.  She was going to Innsbruck. No, not here, in Ötztal, I said.  I'm going to Innsbruck too, just follow me. That seemed to relieve her. I'm such a stud.  ;-)

11:51 Passing through Innsbruck Hbf

Argh, the train personnel here is useless!  I tried once again unsuccessfully to get a confirmation on whether the train from Steiring to Bad Ischl was going today or not, but the conductor simply waved me away saying that if there wasn't a train, there would at least be a bus. Maybe it's because my insecurity in using German in showing through?  Maybe I should just be stubborn and use English instead.  Oh whatever. In any case, I sure hope that he's right. I'm not really sure how much of a choice I have anyway as we're about half an hour delayed and there are three train changes on the route that goes over Salzburg, so I have a feeling I would be left behind somewhere on the way.  This route that I'm now on only has one change and with a one hour connection time no less -- that is, if it's going. Ah, it'll work out.  Worst case, I'll be a bit late, and absolutely worst case, I will have to call Martin and plead with him to come and pick me up.

12:21 Im Speisewagen

Damn it, I'm just having too much fun all the time!  I went over to the dining car just after noon and sat down on the only table available. After a few minutes, two girls came by and asked if the other seats were free.  Naturlich! So they sat down. They weren't all that good looking, but they had great smiles and sometimes that's all it takes.  It turned out that all they wanted was a few beers to bring with them back to their compartment, so they left pretty quickly but not without flashing a few smiles my way. Ah, flirting!  It's such a great pastime.

The Tafelspitz I ordered turned out to be very good indeed. This is an old Viennese specialty that stems back to the days of Xxxx court (explanation goes here). My more modern version had boiled meat served with "mini-Rösti," a kind of small potato cakes, and horseradish-apple jam. It was all quite delicious and the Ottakringer Helles I had with it did not exactly make things worse. Ahh, this is such a civilized way of travel.

12:56  Still here

Pfew, I'm exhausted. I've been conversing in broken German with the couple sitting at my table for 20 minutes and I tell you, it's hard work! It's good practice too, but hard. It would be so much easier to switch over to English, but I must persist. They think so too.  Although they seem to understand English fine, they're not letting me off the hook that easy. Damn them, but I know they're right. Everything is difficult at first and only the persistent prevail.

We're getting closer to Kitzbühel. It's an odd feeling to be back after three months away.  Of course, this time the mountains are all green, but -- oops, there it was! We just passed the little "offshoot" train station next to my hotel.  I hardly recognized it without the snow.  It's odd -- it's so familiar, yet so different -- like most of my impressions on this trip, I guess.

16:04  On Regionalzug xxx to Bad Ischl

Oh, i don't know what I was worrying about.  For the last half hour, I seeing images of myself stuck at some small countryside village because the last connecting train to Bad Ischl from Steinach already had left. Well, there was no need to worry. Although Steinach is quite small, the train station seemed disproportionally large and there were plenty of connections north.  I just had to walk over to track 1 to find the next train already there and waiting with a scheduled departure of a few minutes later.  It will arrive to Bad Ischl at 17:50, which unfortunately is about an hour later than my original choice, but given the verspäterung and the questionable timetable, this really is nothing to complain about.  In fact, I will be arriving about the same time as I originally told Martin, so it's pretty close to perfect. All I need to do when arriving to Bad Ischl is to figure out how to get to Strobl / St. Wolfgang, but if I can't find a bus, then it can't be all that expensive to take a cab instead. And/or I'll call Martin. After all, I really won't be all that far away.

16:25  On route passing Tauplitz

Ay, what was that? Something shiny struck my face for a moment, and I think it might be the sun.  If it was, it's the first I've seen of it since yesterday.  The sky is still overcast, but here ad there there are patches of something blue/gray that may just be the sky.  Hey, maybe there's hope for tomorrow after all!  One can but hope...

By the way, surprise, surprise: This slow little train turned out to be the most fun of them all so far! Its path is taking us straight up into the mountains and the landscape surrounding us is gorgeous. It's a single gage track, so we can only meet trains at the stations, but with a station every few minutes and only one train every hour or so, that doesn't seem to be much of a problem.

18:11  Bad Ischl Hbf

I arrived to Bad Ischl on or just before time and quickly found that the next bus to St. Wolfgang was going to leave in 25 minutes.  The journey itself was a surprisingly long 30 minutes, which I presume is due to the many stops the bus presumably does.  So, I figured I could call Martin to see where he was.  A phone card worth ATS 50 was easy to get at the kiosk across the street, but the phone booth was thoroughly occupied by some Italian women who apparently was acting out a sizable interactive novel with her partner on the other end.  In other words, she was talking a mile a minute with no immediate end in sight. A walk around the station revealed another phone booth, but unfortunately, it did not accept phone cards.  Rats. Back to the first booth and lo, our Italian friend had amazingly been replaced by a local counterpart, but fortunately, her version was not quite as voluminous, so after a few minutes, I got my chance. Martin answered right away, and it probably was a good thing I had called him too, because my hotel was no longer my hotel. Instead of being booked into Försterhof, we were now at St. Wolfganghof for some reason. They were already there and although they didn't really know where Bad Ischl was, still insisted on coming and picking me up. So here I am, typing these notes while waiting for my ride to arrive.  Hey, like a miracle the sun even started to shine again, this time from a truly blue sky opening up in the direction of St. Wolfgang. Life isn't too bad! The only thing missing now would be a beer in my hand. OK, and maybe a girl under my arm, but that's harder or at least more costly to fix.

 

Wednesday, August 11, 1999

11:22  Hotel Bergrose in Weißenbach near Strobl

Well, well, well, here we are at Martin & Mia's hotel just outside Strobl.  It's less than an and a half hour left before total eclipse.  We're putting together polymer film based filters for our cameras and keep looking at the sky expectantly. The sun keeps coming out and disappearing behind the clouds. It's not great, but it could have been a lot worse -- at least it's not raining. There is a group of Italians here next to us who are giving a lot of entertainment too.  They've positioned themselves on a slope next to the hotel and have brought out all their cameras, tripods, wives, relatives, and...

PRESS STOP -- PRESS STOP -- PRESS STOP!  The northeastern edge of the sun just started disappearing! I think this thing might be real after all! For a moment, we were hypothesizing that this whole event was just a creation of the Austrian tourist board who wanted to make sure that the hotels would get good business. Amazing.  It's like someone started eating up the disc and is gobbling up one slice after the other.

11:43

Oh-oh, a thick blanket of very gray clouds just arrived.  There are a few glimpses of blue sky in the distance and the clouds are moving pretty swiftly, so let's hope that things will change in time for the big event. It is one hour left pretty exactly now.

12:00

A moment of clarity in an otherwise totally gray sky.  40 minutes left.

12:12

28 minutes left. Still gray skies, but more blue areas are cracking up in the distance.  There is still hope.

12:26

Ah, a crack appeared and showed 80% of the sun covered!  It's still amazingly bright here. The dark gray clouds are virtually gone, but there are still some thick white ones overhead. Still, more blue cracks are closing in rapidly.  14 more minutes.

12:40

It's time! But the sun isn't completely gone yet. Unfortunately, more gray clouds have appeared. You can still see a thin slice of the sun, but it's getting harder and harder

12:44

It’s here! Everything is dark around us and the streetlights have just come on.  It's a most amazing thing! The sky is still bright in the distance, it's like there is a sunset all around us (although a good part of the view is blocked by mountains).  Everything is quiet, it's like the world is standing still for a few moments in the life of the Earth.

12:53

And before you know it, it's all over. Ahhh...  What an experience! Although the clouds covered the view most of the time, we were lucky enough to get a moment's glimpse of the corona before the sun reappeared and daylight quickly returned. I tried to take a picture, but I fear that the lack of a tripod made it too shaky to really be viewable. (I had brought a tripod, but lent it to Martin because he had a longer lens and was more in need of it.)

13:55

The last sliver of the moon is quickly disappearing and life appears to be back at normal. We've just had a most delicious lunch at the hotel and are getting ready for a little hike up the mountain of Postalm for an afternoon coffee and strudel somewhere at a hütte up there.

17:41

Two hours hiking and 30 minutes snack time.

23:00  Room 222 at Wolfgängerhof

If I hadn't been so mindfuckingly tired, I would have written something witty a& interesting here.

 

Thursday, August 12, 1999

09:05 Breakfast at St. Wolfgängerhof

For the second day in a row, I arrived to breakfast before Richard. 

12:49  On the E55 towards Salzburg

17:07 Hofbräuhaus am Platzl, München

Life is again smiling. After a late lunch at Augstiner Keller with accompanying "small" (0.5L) beer, we said goodbye to Martin & Mia who are continuing to Lindau or Bregentz (they'll decide later), and I'm now sitting at the famous Hofbräuhaus with Richard and two maß (1.0L) glasses of their Original. There are people everywhere -- in the Bräuhaus, in the streets, in the subway -- everywhere!  A lot of tourists, but a lot of Germans too.  Some quite attractive. I think it's just the difference in style from what I've been used to for the past 8 years that I find exciting. Of course, not all women all women are all that exciting -- no, maybe only 2-5%.  But those that are! Oh, la, la!  I have to come back...

18:57 Fortfarande på Hofbräuhaus

Fan, ju fullare man blir desto kärare blir man. Det var ju riktigt trevligt när jag snackdade med Hilari härom stunden och man önskar ju nästan att hon vore här just nu! Nja, stryk "nästan" då...  Det är annars kallt i München. Jag har nu tagit på mig både tröja och jacka och ändå är det lite svalt.

 

Friday, August 13, 1999

09:49  S1 to München Flughafen

An old anti-nuke song by Jan Hammarlund rings through my mind:

Jag vill leva i Europa
jag vill älska och sjunga här
jag vill gråta och skratta och dansa
jag är yr och förlorad och kär
när jag tänker på Europa
och på oss som hör hemma här.

I want to live in Europe,
I want to love and sing here
I want to cry and laugh and dance
I'm dizzy and lost and in love
when I think of Europe
and about us who belong here.

www.lonix.fi

16:29 CET DST / 07:29 PDT
LH458 en route to YVR

I'm once again in the center seat, squashed between a middle-aged man of unknown origin on the right and a young Finnish woman on my left.  Nice, but not particularly cute. In front of me is a pretty big guy who's head keeps blocking the video monitor, and across the isle is a Middle Eastern women who is snoring loudly while asleep.  6 more hours to go. Sigh, I've gotta quit flying coach.

You know, the hardest thing about writing a travel journal is that when interesting things are happening, you don't have time to write about them, and when you do have time, you don't feel like you have anything interesting to say.

13:30

Her name is Anu, she's 19 (!) and on her way to see her boyfriend, who is an au pair in Vancouver. We chat for a while, half in Swedish and half in English.  This is her first big trip by herself, but she seems to be doing just fine. Good Scandinavian stock!  Not unafraid to go out and explore the world.

00:57 CET DST / 15:57 PDT
Vancouver International Airport, Arrivals Section

Smart, very smart -- a veritable stroke of genius!  There is a pub just by the exit funnel in the arrivals section at Vancouver Airport so that people waiting for their friends to arrive can do so in comfort and style. I'm amazed how nice, and may I say it "un-American" this airport is. The area leading to the passport control is just stunning with an interior waterfall and lots of wood and subtle colors. As the first thing you see as you enter the country, it's very impressive and immediately impresses the visitor with notions of style and quality -- a pleasant welcome and a great PR for the country.  All over, the architecture is clean and simple, yet at the same time very warm, appealing, and interesting. Objects of national art are spread out throughout and a wide variety of different types of dishes are available in the food court in the departure hall.

 

Sunday, August 15, 1999

17:23  Seat 6C on flight AS688 at YVR

Last leg back to "home," i.e. the place I live at.  It is with mixed feelings that I boarded the Alaska Airlines aircraft that will take me back to San Francisco. Although it will be nice to return to my own bed and all my things, I feel like I'm leaving the part of the world I feel most "at home" at behind me. Although I've been in the US for close to 8 years now and feel quite used to it, there are a lot of things that I never will be able to accept -- violence, superficiality, homelessness, repressed sexuality, etc.

In a sense, returning through Vancouver turned out to be a blessing.  By being such a mix of Europe and the USA, it softened the transition from

I'm glad I could do it through Vancouver, as it softened the transition from Europe to the USA.

 

 

 

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