Emptiness and despair
haunt my soul
my body is restless,
my heart inconsolable.
My love wails
in sorrow and loss,
for what could have been
but now is denied.
I cry to the stars
longing for your touch,
to see you by my side,
to see you see me.
You have purged me
from your heart
and I have lost you
forever.
Everything I ever wanted
everything you ever wanted
everything that was possible,
everything that now will not be.
Oh God, it's such a shame!
Such a waste,
such an utter
loss of life,
loss of Love.
I miss you so much...
© LL, 991113